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Thankfulness
Thursday, November 20, 2008
4 everyday things I'm thankful for...
1. My children! Matt Steven the Twins they are all so cute! Matt is quiet the little dancer and the twins are really good too!
2. Friends not people that you just hang out with every once in a while. But those people who really care and who you can really trust.
3. Internet where would I be with out it?
4. The knowledge that I don't need to fear the future
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That's Just the Cowboy in Me
Saturday, November 15, 2008
i don't know why i act the way i do
like i ain't got a single thing to lose
sometimes i'm my own worst enemy
i guess that's just the cowboy in me
i got a life that most would love to have
but sometimes i still wake up fightin' mad
at where this road i'm headin' down might lead
i guess that's just the cowboy in me
Chorus:
the urge to run
the restlessness
the heart of stone i sometimes get
the things i've done for foolish pride
the me that's never satisfied
the face that's in the mirror when i don't like what i see
i guess that's just the cowboy in me
repeat chorus
girl, i know there's times you must have thought
there ain't a line you've drawn i haven't crossed
but you set your mind to see this love on through
i guess that's just the cowboy in you
we ride and never worry about the fall
i guess that's just the cowboy in us all
I
feel like this song describes me right now. Sometimes I just feel like
picking fights. Expecially when there is a way that something should be
done and somebody (generally someone i dont like) changes it for their
own gain. But thats just how I am sometimes.
One a different
note We had a bonfire tonight out on the basket ball court it was
pretty fun. we made smores and all that junk and just bonded it was
good one last bonding time while we are all together.
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Magic of the Night
Tuesday, November 12, 2008
The chill of the fall surrounds you as you walk in the clear dank night.
There's an itching but your not quiet sure what it is.
The mist floating above the lake reminds you of a hot tub warmth rarely found this time of the year.
You hear a dog barking off in the distance and it sends a chill up your
spine, because you know its not just any dog its a German Shepperd a
trained attack dog. You put it to the back of your mind.
There is just something about the night that pulls at your heart. The
memories that are slowly dissipating from your memory. They seem so far
away, you try and recall if they really even happened or if they where
just a dream made up by a restless teenager.
Running you feel safe, nothing is going to touch you. There are no
people watching you as you run making you feel less superficial.
You see a guard walking the grounds it makes you nervous unsure of what
he will think. Wondering if he will pull a gun or something on you.
Doing another lap you cant see him making yourself more nervous.
Putting him to the back of your mind you press forward keeping a
constant speed but always watching for him.
The bars what better place then the bars. Slowly you pull yourself skyward.
Out of the corner of your eye you see a shooting star you drop to the
ground to watch the Stars. "Some one once told me the kings of the past
are up there watching over us" You wonder if someone is looking down on
you. The stars more than words can ever say. They remind you again of
times long past. Sleeping on a tramp as a child, staring at their
vastness trying in vain to count them all. Laying on a tramp with your
friends watching a meteor shower, with countless streaks fling across
the starry sky.
The silence causes the world to almost stand still. There is no
pollution being pumped into the air you can almost breath clearly.
You feel like you are the only one in the World, like the night was
created just for you. Just so you could clearly think without any
pressure from anyone else. For a moment all the world was right.
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